In Between

I'm so tired of being all alone

For my fear is haunting me

I'm looking for someone

To share my life for long time

I try so hard to open my heart

For I'm suppressed by my own fear

I try to overcome my fear

And follow my heart

I've never expected that I would fall for you

My feeling for you is so unintended

But deep inside my heart

I really want to love and to be loved

You're so damn good looking

I can't deny my feeling

You're so damn cold

I'm scared to be rejected

There's a place in my heart

Where I put you inside

There's a place in my head

Where I put my memory of you

But there's something that prevents me

from getting closer to you

It makes me feel so stupid

When I'm with you

My mind is twisted

I get so confused

Whether to stop hoping

Or keep dreaming


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Shafa